“You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection.” – Buddha
Through meditation, self reflection and healing internally emotions from the past, I began to realize that I can feel who I am becoming and who I now am. Most of my thoughts that were contradictory or repetitive, had come to me when I realized I was holding on to repressed emotional traumas.
Before I found a new way of thinking and acting and spirituality as a whole for that matter, I was not that happy of a person. I was completely identifiable with all of my thoughts, that connected to fear of the unknown, anxiety of what to do next and insecurities and doubts. I used to think that I needed reassurance from others when I was younger. This was because I had issues with my father growing up. I always felt like I needed to be one step ahead of the game in order to assure him that I was the best. I believe that who I was then , wasn’t actually me, but my double. You see, when you become aware and conscious; your intelligence will increase, and your energy behind your bad thoughts will suddenly dissipate. When you let go of the negatives, you can ascertain all of the positives!
I used to have no space in my mind or my heart for new emotions to surface because I Internalized all of these emotions from my past struggles and I endured the past into the present. I dealt with ptsd as young teen. I was traumatized by my past. What I realized is that Letting Go of your past, is the best thing you could ever do. You need to let it all go!! Clear the energy, the aura, the belief system needs to be changed. When I worked on my subconscious blueprint, this reflected my years of childhood. What were my traumas? What were my thoughts? What was I told to do? Did I believe any of these things to be true? What were my circumstances at the time? Was I happy? Am I happier now? The answer to the am I happier now is definitely Yes.
When you lay out all of this emotional baggage, you will then find that you can give your power over to happiness, write it all out… let it all go!! Its gone. Now, Self love is the answer. You need to learn to relate to yourself with compassion, understanding, kindness and acceptance. Do not succumb to the negative voices in your head, they are berading your existence as a whole entity. You are a being of light, that radiates beauty and compassion.
Self love is not negative nor is it selfish, If you do not want to feel the emotional pain of your past sufferings, You will not gain access to fully love thy self. You need to love yourself unconditionally. You need to do things that make you happy. On a daily basis, endure what you love doing, incorporate that into your daily life. Do this everyday for about an hour and you will feel so much better. Stop worrying about what others are thinking about you! Be your own person! Be you, be brave, be irresistible. The moment I stopped caring about what other people might think about me, was the moment I became Free. Free to learn new things, Free to be me, Free to love, Free to emulate love and the Freedom to be the extradordinary individual that I am.
I have grown through pain and struggling with heartache and loss. I have grown through relationship turmoils. I have grown through my emotional rollercoaster of a being, not being surrounded by the right people, always trusting people I shouldn’t of trusted. When I really let that all go, I became me again. I realized that I don’t want to deal with anyone who does not want to deal with me. I also realized that I refuse to go out of my way for people anymore that I do not love and respect fully.
This is emotional stuff that you should work on for yourself, because believe me when I tell you; when you are capable of loving yourself 100 percent of the time… you will feel so much better. You will radiate a room. You will shine because you will have self respect. That is what it really is. Respecting and caring for yourself. If you can not take care of yourself, then who should? I mean no one on this earth deserves to be loved more than by oneself.
Dr. Laura Zukerman
Owner and Founder At The Goddess Bibles A Memoir By Laura Zukerman
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